DAY 38

Had a really good day today, the weather was gorgeous so I spent the day in the park catching some rays. I was with my mum, sisters, brother, his partner and my nephew, it was so nice to all spend the day together and I'm quite proud of my self as well because they all had a picnic and I never touched a thing! I just sat there with my water. It was so nice seeing my nephew, hes 10weeks old now and so cute. My bf has been away since Friday on a stag do in Magaluf, Spain and hes back tomorrow night so I'm really looking forward to seeing him. I'm off to have another shake now before bed, I hope everyone is OK and doing well with there diets. Good Night.xx

DAY 36-37

Had a good couple of days been quite busy so its kept mind mind off doing any nibbling. Met up with one of my best mates who I haven't seen in a couple of months which was fantastic, she had a baby 9weeks ago who i hadn't seen so it was really nice. She named her baby Lily-Rae and she is simply beautiful. We took a walk around the shop which was hell as I haven't got the money to buy anything at the moment but I was having a look at the summer dresses and stuff and thinking I'll be wearing that soon.. and I cant wait. We then went to pizza hut for lunch which was a killer! She doesn't know that I'm doing LL so I just said that I didn't really feel like eating so I just watched her eat her pizza and salad bar. It was really hard as pizza is one of my favorite foods but I managed it so I'm really proud of my self.xx

DAY 33-35. 5th WEIGH IN!

Well I lost another 3lb this week! So i've lost a total of 25lbs which is only 3lb away from 2stones. I'm really starting to feel it and see it now aswell.

Have had an pretty dull few days actually, been working hard and not really doing much else!
I've been having real trouble sleeping, no matter how tired I am I just cant get to sleep! After laying in bed for hours tossing and turning im usually falling to sleep between 2am-3am and considering I get up at 6am for work its just not working!!!
Other than that nothing else has really been going on.
How boring am I!!xxx

DAY 31-32

Didn't do much yesterday at all just sat on the net looking at clothes I want to buy for my holiday in September. Before I booked it I was starting to feel a bit fed up but its a real boost knowing I've got a holiday to aim for. I usually go on 2 or 3 holidays a year and every time I always say that I'm going to slim down for it and well I never do! this time is so different though I'm determined to do it and I actually know that I can this time. The things I'm most looking forward to are...

Feeling comfortable in a bikini
Being able to wear shorts and dresses and skirts
Not sweating so much
Not getting sores from my legs rubbing together

Oh how good that all sounds. Hope everyone is having a good week.xx

DAY 22-30

Ive not been able to do my Blog the last week or so, been having trouble with my Internet because I'm trying to go wireless!
Not much has really been going on had my weigh in on Thursday and lost another 4lb. One big thing that did happen was that I fitted into a pair of jeans that I couldn't even get together in January! Woohoo!!
Came down with a stomach bug this week as well so haven't really had much of a chance to exercise and struggled to do all my food packs where I was feeling so sick. I'm feeling much better now though and really looking forward to this week.
Oh and I almost forgot something else I did this week, Ive booked a holiday for 2weeks in September and I can not wait. Just got to make sure I exercise and tone up so I can look hot in my Bikini. Hope every ones having a good week.xx

DAY 21. 3rd WEIGH IN!!

Well went to my weigh in last night and I've lost 3lb! At first I was a little disappointed because I was hoping for a little more but 3lb is a good amount to loose. I'm going to up my exercise this week and see if I can loose a couple of lbs more than that this week.

My BF is going to Scotland on Sunday for a few days to visit his family and friends he hasn't been home since January so hes missing them a bit. usually i would go with him, his family are lovely and I've got my own friends up there now as well but I really don't think I could go up there and not eat! The food up there is soooo nice and fresh and his mum is a fantastic cook so it would be really hard. Also I don't really want them to know what I'm doing. Ive got time booked off work around the August bank holiday so we'll both be going then and hopefully I should be slim and then they'll all get a shock, They know how much i love my food!

Ive been feeling really down and emotional the last few days, Ive come so close to eating a few times. I don't know what changed but I'm feeling positive today.
Hope your all doing OK!xx

DAY 16-19

Sorry I've not posted in the last few days its been quite busy. I'm still sticking to LL and haven't cheated yet although god has it been tempting!!
I went to the gym on Saturday morning with my mum and sis, it was nice and quite which is how i like it because I can take my time on the weights and floor exercises. Felt really motivated when I came out but it didn't last long, i didn't have anything planned for the rest of the day so just sat about dwelling on the fact that I couldn't eat.. i was having a poor me day!! Luckily my sis phoned and invited me over to hers so I spend the night going over her plans and ideas for her wedding which is in Sept'08 so I've got plenty of time to slim down for my bridesmaid dress, there is no way I'm going to be the fat one!! the other bridesmaids are all about a sizes 6-10!! it turned out to be a good night and we had a laugh.

On Sunday my mum, sister and me went to Hampton court Palace golf course to look at their club house for the wedding reception, we have been to look at so many different places but this was definitely the nicest and my sis agreed because shes put 2 different dates on hold until she sorts out the church.
After that we went home and my other sister came up and they all had sausage and mash for dinner.. I was sooooo jealous but I just sat there and had my Choc shake. Later in the evening my Brother and sister in law came up with my nephew i hadn't seen him in a couple of weeks, its amazing how much babies change and so quickly. So while they sat eating cheese, crackers and crisps I just showered hugs on my baby nephew and fed him. It does make me a bit broody seeing him.. my BF would freak if he knew that!! hee hee.

Went to work yesterday and did quite a bit, didn't spend much time on the Net at all which isn't like me at all! I was supposed to go to an Aerobics class last night but decided to go to the gym instead. i did basically the same as I did on Saturday but it took me a lot longer because it was so busy in there and you have to Que to use anything.
I've got my pop in tonight but I'm not going to go, I'm OK with my flavors of food pack and after last week I think its best if i just get weighed once a week.
Its Lunch time now so I'm going to go and have a choc shake. Hope your all doing well.xx